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kinda forgot bout this thing [Mar. 27th, 2006|12:09 pm]
[Current Mood |hungryhungry]
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i love my school :-)

things are finally going smoothly
and i kinda feel my life falling into place.

anyone else takin summer classes @ massasoit??
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sick : ( [Nov. 4th, 2005|08:20 pm]
[Current Mood |sicksick]
[Current Music |oasis]

hey ya'll

thanks for all the happy bday wishes but a happy bday is what i did not have...

i ended up goin to the hospital because i couldn't breathe good at all.
so i get to the hospital and the put me on this emergency ventilator thingy and all that jazz. as it turns out, i had a FLATTENED lung and bad bronchitis. NO fun... ive been sick for like 2 weeks but im starting to feel better. i still have one hell of a cough thats pretty bad. but at least i feel better. they put me on like 5 different medications and with all of them i cant drink alcohol. BUMMER. so ya. happy bday to me lol

ill be back in business next week : )

<3 me

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oi mothereffin vey. [Sep. 19th, 2005|10:00 pm]
[Current Mood |thirstythirsty]
[Current Music |laguna beach]

sooooooo funny/long story time.

me casey n jeff decide to take an adventure to the mall on saturday. so we go to take the 12 o'clock bus but miss it by literally 30 seconds. the next one doesnt come til 1pm. we were spose to leave for a party at 4:30pm but we figured well the mall is only 20 min away and we'll just make it a fast trip, and we'll be back in time to get ready and go. so we go to subway and get lunch while we wait for the next bus. so 1pm rolls around and we get on the bus the mall is only 20 min away but we have to all the way to springfield bus station then hop on a different bus that brings us to the holyoke mall.
we arive at the springfield bus station around 2pm. (1 hour later cuz the bus took all damn backroads)as we pull up, i see that everyone there looks like theyve just broken out of prison. me jeff and casey were seriously the only people there that spoke english. we didnt even want to get off the bus. but we did. we were SO scared. sooooo we go behind the bus station and hide behind a dumpster til our bus comes then when we saw the bus we ran straight to it. but as i was walkin towards the bus some man came up to me and asked me for 50 cents and i was like "sry i dont have it" then he walked away and punched a garbage can. SOOO scary. so we book it onto the bus.
just as we're gettin on its like 2:45pm and as we're walking on people are walking off saying "im never gettin back on the bus with this driver hes craaaazy" but we dont really think much about it. so the bus driver (a HUUUGE black man) starts driving towards the mall and he gets off the exit ramp seriously going 60mph still. i swear the bus almost tipped so i scream "MOTHERRRFUCKER!!!" and he just turns around and gives me this evil looks and smiles. it was soo scary. and every corner he turned til we got the mall he looked at me and smiled. WHAT A CREEP...
so we get to the mall at like 3:30. both me and casey need at ATM so she gets her money and i put my card in and it asks me for my 4 digit pin. I DONT HAVE A 4 DIGIT PIN! I HAVE A 6 DIGIT PIN!! so i tried the first 4 #s and it didnt work then i tried the last 4 #s and that didnt work. so i just take my card back and go to a different machine. that one asked me for a 4 digit pin too.... by this point i was SO frustrated that i was almost in tears and threw a tantrum in the middle of the mall and casey and jeff are no help cuz all they did was LAUGH THEIR ASSES OFF at me. so i call my mom all upset and she doesnt know what to do. finally i find a bank of america ATM and i got money out of there. jeff and casey are still making fun of me.
so we shop real fast and get what we need and were back out on the curb waiting for the bus to take us back. finally it comes and its like 4:15pm and we're spose to be leaving for a party at 4:30. so i call my roommate and warn her we're runnin a LITTTTTLE bit late. so we get on the bus and some wierd fat homeless women commented on how she LOOOOVED the clothes that me and casey bought and how they were beautiful. eww. then we recognize a stop that the 1st bus drove by so we decide to catch up with the westfield bus there so we get off (we didnt want to go back to the springfield bus station)so as we get off jeff realized he left his ID on the bus. soooo luckily the bus was just pulling away and jeff was able to flag it down and get his ID back.
its not 4:45pm and we're sittin at this bustop that has no covering. its just on the side of the road. then we hear thunder. the clouds are like black. and we're just think oh well the bus will come before it starts raining. then the lightning starts. all the sudden, A DOOOOOOWNPOUR starts. like we're not just talkin a sprinkle, we're talking like a MONSOON. so me casey jeff and some random black guy run into and abandoned gas station and take cover. we wait for that bus for like ever... finally the bus comes and we honestly werent even driving down the road we were floating... the roads were so flooded. we FINALLY get back to westfield at 6:30pm..... a little late but at least we were alive. i never realized that springfield was SOO ghetto. it really is like a mini compton. or harlem. soo scary.

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yo [Sep. 17th, 2005|10:49 am]

i loooooove looooooooooooooooooove loooooooooooooooooooooooooove it!
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wowww [Sep. 3rd, 2005|05:50 pm]
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]
[Current Music |weezer // beverly hills]

so someone who is close to me.. someone who is like a brother to me said something that i didnt expect. it reaaaaaaally hurt.

so i went to meet up with him because he wanted to say goodbye before i left for school. so we meet up and we're just talking. then he says "ya know rach, ive been trying to think of ways to say this to you but theres only one way. now dont take this the wrong way... but this summer you've really dissapointed me. all you did was party and i think you party too much. you've changed into the kinda of person i never thought you'd be..." then continued on to tell me how he doesn't think that ill do good in school and basically said that it wuddnt suprise him if i didnt go back after the first semester. FUCK YOU.....
obviously you dont know me as well as both you and i thought. YES i party YES i have fun. but i also work and have responsibilities. YES i do good in school... try honors classes asshole.

idk i just thought it was a wicked dickhead move and it kinda suprised me. i was completely blindsided. i know i am a college student and i will do good. it just sucks that someone who i consider family thinks otherwise and is dissapointed in me and doesnt have faith in me. thats shitty.
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everyones doing it so heres to peer pressure... [Aug. 27th, 2005|01:39 am]
[Current Mood |blahblah]
[Current Music |movie - old school]


had a party? nooope

gone to a party? numerous

spent the night with someone? yeepp

laughed until your stomach hurt? yes and i love it. its buuuurns.

laughed until you almost peed your pants? hahaahahah yes

gone on a vacation? does new hampshire count?

tanned? yes cuz apparently skin cancer is cool.

went to a camp? nooope

swam? yesssiiiireeee

went to the movies? yeah even tho its wicked expensive

gone shopping? see previous answer lol

Had a job? fuck sudbury farms.

gotten freakishly bored? hahahaha yes.

have you gotten sun burned yet? yeah i kinda liked it too.

been outside during a lightning storm? yeah at the BSB concert. scared the crud outta me.

Been to another state? NH and RI

been to another country? no

changed someting about your appearance? highlights??

been to the the hospital with an injury? haha yeah i stepped on a broken light bulb and they had to do minor surgery to remove the glass. tiff was there.

commited a crime/broken the law? every damn night

gone on a road trip? yes six flags

had a g/f or b/f? nope

dumped a g/f or b/f? uh nope


Been in trouble with the cops/parents? shit yes.

had a memorable moment? countless

had a horrible moment? unfortunately : /

made new friends? i <3 jack becky caitlin tom and cooch

missed a friend? nope

Slept under the stars? more like PASSED OUT under the stars

thought about school? ya and how i kinda dont wanna go and almost withdrew my application.

been to the beach? yes

thought about a special someone? well my kindergarten teach ms. lakso said that everyone was special so yes.
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i wont ever understand... [Aug. 11th, 2005|08:36 pm]
lately i have lost all faith in god. ive stopped believing. i know life isnt fair but why does he take the good people that everyone cares about? people with families that need them, people who help the community, people who are just great people and are great friends. its not fair. this town has seen so much death the past few years... actually, the past week. ive known 3 people that have died this past week. its not fair. why does god do this? bad things aren't suppose to happen to good people. this just doesnt make sense to me. why do peoples parents die long before they get a chance too meet their grandchildren??? it shouldnt be this way. and for some reason it seems like this fuckin town is a target. god is targeting us. i dont understand the plans he has for us all. i guess i still believe that god exists... but i dont BELIEVE IN him. and i prolly wont for the rest of my life. i just don't understand why good people have to die.

<3 i love you mike.
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im so sick of this shit. [Jul. 27th, 2005|07:39 pm]
after this year at college i can honestly say i am never comin home. i will get my own apartment. i hate living in this house and i hate the people in it.

i just wanna thank my friends for being the family that i always wanted. being there for support. helping me through things. caring about me. making me laugh when i need to. you are more of a family to me than my own. and for that i love you guys.
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2005|12:02 am]
[Current Mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[Current Music |simon & garfukel - the sounds of silence]

Last person who...

1. Slept in your bed: other than me, my little cousin
2. Saw you cry: tiffany
3. Made you cry: michael healy when he says that he's gunna forget about me when he goes to college and when he comes home we wont even see us.. lol asshole
4. You went to the movies with: dave, chris, tiffany
5. You went to the mall with: jae

Have You Ever...

1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: yes alot.
2. Gotten in a fight with your pet: cant say i have.
3. Been to California: YES!
4. Been to Mexico: YES!
5. Been to China: never want to.
6.Been to Canada: YES!
7. Been to Europe: no but hopefully soon.
8. Danced naked: DEFINITELY
9. Wish you were the opposite sex: nope

Random Info...

1. Do you have a crush on someone: not just someone... lots of someones. lol
2. What book are you reading now: tv guide?
3. Worst feeling in the world: loneliness
4. Future KIDS names: for a boy i love the name reegan. but for a girl idk but i know her middle name will be james cuz thats sexy (not that im calling my child sexy.. well u know what im saying)
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: usta
6. What's under your bed: CLOTHES.. mostly hoodies n sweats
7. Favorite sport to watch: football or baseball
8. Location: the dirt
9. Piercings/Tattoos: 8 in my ears and tattoo on my hip
11. What are you most scared of: being alone and my future and hating my roommate in college
12. Where do you want to get married: the beach or my faaaav church in hingham. and honestly, i wuddnt mind vegas just as long as it was done classy and tasteful.
13. Who do you really hate: that pitcher on the team we played today. and **HER**.
14. Do you have a job: if u wud even call it that.... but yeah.
15. Do you like being around people: LOOVE IT
16. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: of course
17. Have you ever cried: duuhhh im so dramatic
18. Are you lonely right now: nope
19. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: cruisin by huey lewis n gweneth pawltrow lol

Have you...

1. Been in love: no
2. played strip pididdle: o god... yes.
3. Gotten beaten up: never
4. Pulled an all nighter:MAAAAANY but i have alcohol to thank for that
5. Been on radio/tv: prolly like RCTV
6. Been in a mosh-pit: nope
7. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends: yes i do

In the last 24 Hours have you...

1. Cried: of course
2. Bought something:a new bag, earrings, chinese food, a ring
4. Sang: right now
5. Been kissed: on the cheek
6. Had sex: i wish..
7. Felt stupid: hahahaah YES when i forgot to run after i hit the ball LOL
8. Talked to an ex: no
9. Missed someone: actually yeah
10. Hugged someone: YES "pretty much some woman from suds wanted me to give u this"
11. lost something : no
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a real update [Jul. 4th, 2005|06:21 pm]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |alanis]

this is going to be a real update cuz i havent really had much to say these past few months.

so finally summer. its going to be the best summer and i theres no doubt in my mind that would suggest anything other than the best. ive grown much closer to some people but have drifted away from others that i didnt expect. but i guess things happen for a reason. so maybe its for the best?

but yeah. i really am excited for college cuz i know im gunna have a blast. but for some reason ive been having a REALLY REALLLLLLLLY hard time dealing with the fact that im going to have to leave my friends and when we come back from college for winter break and spring break relationships are going to be tested and changed forever. i like my life where it is right now. i love my friends. and i know that things will never be the same between us all. of course were always going to love eachother. but things change and people change and i will change. i know i cant change the fact that people change (wow i said change alot) i dont want shit to change but i know its all a part of growing up. when i am in college and i try to put in effort to keep in touch with someone and they dont back then i guess they werent a good friend neways. but yeah.. im scared to leave my friends. cuz things are going to be.. idk.. different.

so yeah july 3rd. its the biggest shit-show of the year in randolph. i had lots of fun but it cudda been better. i did get my drink on so it was cool. but yea idk what didnt make it reach my expectations but yeah it was cool. steves was cool. nicks was cool. that yellow house was cool. some whores kinda ruined my night as well as jessicas. um if ur reading this.... and you think you are the whore that ruined my night, YOU PROBABLY ARE.

ok so work. sucks. i got 9 hrs last week. WOOO HOOO cuz that'll pay for college..........not.

softball. never thought id say this, but... LOVE IT. i love everyone on my team. we're like a family. theyre the kind of girls that i would hang out with at parties and with my friends. theyre good shit. we have tournaments every weekend and it kinda blows cuz while everyone else is at the beach we're playing 3 games a day... but it realy doesnt bother me as much as i thought it would. cuz i do love it.

ok so my chi (the $150 hair straightener that i was in love with) broke. i was sooo pissed. i still am. at least theres a 1 year warrenty on it. so ill get a new one for free but i wont get it for like a few weeks. bummmmmmmerrrrr. so no straight hair for a while. o well. i act like its the end of the world.

mmm i pretty much think thats it. oh yeah shout out to connie for the new icon. bomb.com/edu.html <3 thanks

and i love amanda ramey. thats it. <3 rach

p.s.- for some reason i reallllly love alanis morissette now. weird.
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